בלק נייט / Endings |
Did I ever tell you how much I hate endings? Well I do. I can't stand the fact that in every book the a certain amount of pages, in every movie we get to a point when the screen turns black and the titles start to run. In real life there are no endings. Only goodbyes. Goodbyes, they feel like endings some time because you know that something is about to change, and it's gonna hurt like hell. But you're gonna live with that anyway. You're gonna live with the fact that you came back from abroad after all and you're going to have to find a job and try to keep up at least some of the promises you made to yourself before getting on the plane back. Your friends won't help you with that either. For two basic reasons. It's not that they don't believe in you that you can do it, they just don't believe in themselves anymore, because they are tired of what they are doing. Besides, nothing's changed for them. They didn't get an ending. The fact that you've been away doesn't mean something has ended for them, it might have been a big deal at first, but now, when you're coming back, they're half used to that. The worst part of endings, is that in real life, they don't happen. It doesn't matter how long you're gone, the open questions you left behind will be unanswered when you get back. You will always have to deal with the results of your actions, you will always keep on going after the highs of your life and keep on getting out of the lows of it. You will never ride into the sunset knowing that you're done with your life's work and the soundtrack can now play. Everything will go on untill you'll die. Then, everyone will say their goodbyes to you and keep on going, because something always keep them going. Things, the big things are always endless, the numbers are endless, the feelings are endless, time is also endless. They never stop, always followed by the next one... There is never a peak lever when they stop and take off their make up. They are real, we are real, and we need to wake up. |
היצירה לעיל הנה בדיונית וכל קשר בינה ובין המציאות הנו מקרי בהחלט. אין צוות האתר ו/או הנהלת האתר אחראים לנזק, אבדן, אי נוחות, עגמת נפש וכיו''ב תוצאות, ישירות או עקיפות, שייגרמו לך או לכל צד שלישי בשל מסרים שיפורסמו ביצירות, שהנם באחריות היוצר בלבד. |
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