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היי :-)
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And there you are, surrounded by strangers, the sound of
trickling water playing a symphony on your ear drums, the
smell of the trees widening your nostrils as you breathe in.
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Did I ever tell you about that day in the park? I guess I
didn't. I don't think I ever told anyone. Not because it
was such a unique experience, not because anything really
SPECIAL happened- it was just a day out in the park. That's
what I tell myself. B
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That is when I felt the first shake.
I raised my head and checked to see if anyone else around me
felt it. Everyone seemed to be going on with their business.
My sister making coffee, the couple that just walked in
checking out the menu, people chatting.
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Me, I am a born and bread Jew, but as I was walking up to my
ward, bored beyond my wits, quite literally, I thought ''why
not stop here, I mean, Churches are normally cool''
So I walked in...
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After being awake for fifty-three hours, I thought sleeping
on the plane would be a given; the only thing I got was a
headache to go with my fever.
I had a note in my pocket: "Plane only, REALLY!"
I read it and smiled.
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can't lie to you. I can't lie. I want to shout it at your
face. You ruined me. I am a disgrace. And I punch, and it
breaks. And I aim for the nose- but it's only the mirror
that breaks.
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''go on- Paint it pink''
''Pink?''
''Yea- it will look like a dream''
''A Barbie dream?''
- you know you are dreaming NOW, right?
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It's called ''Loneliness''
And this is how it plays
My fingers slowly across the strings
Instead of the tears washing my face
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A willow
A home
A head full of thoughts
Birds come to rest, protected from cold
Full of thoughts
Learn to let your thoughts fly, be free
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A promise broken
Broken any trust there was
to pieces
Left me with nothing
Nothing but those beautiful memories
Of kisses
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I'm a troubled soul
Feeling a bit like Alice
Tumbling down the rabbit hole
And you could try to catch me
Maybe lower a rope
And I might try to grab it
But I've lost my hope
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As I take those photos
I can't help but think
This cycle of art
Is worth everything
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And I sang
And I raised my voice
And I heard it bounce
Off the walls in this void
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I tried to look out
To look forward
I found myself again
Thinking about my heart
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"Keep on dreaming boy, 'cause when you stop dreaming it's
time to die"
But "when I look up I just trip over things"
And I love deeming, until the clouds block the rays
"And we try to catch the sun light; try to catch the sun
light"
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Break a record
Do the undoable
Do what you didn't do
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I apologize to you
For breaking your trust
Taking your daughter away
Doing what I shouldn't have done
Destroyed the good
You saw in my face
That bit of trust
That once remained
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And still
I think of it
Even when I think I forget
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"I've got sweet tooth today - so you better not cut that
pie"
- from "OK" by Ani Difranco
But you cut that pie
And I had a piece
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On a shore far away
There's a place that I know
In the water of that sea
Slowly bathing is a stone
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To explain thou try
To make sense of the lonely cry
To put words for the unsaid
Thou finds thyself lonely-alone again
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This love
This
These strings
Of bliss
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This mountain, in not the mountain I wish to climb
But I must reach its peak, before I can reach mine
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Be you
Yes
Be my friend
Till the end
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Time is not an issue
I have other issues to sort
I only keep silence
To correct things I've done wrong
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Today
A day
A night
Tonight
Too late
You're right
I screwed it
I'm fucked
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Sweet talk
Laugh at nothing and everything
Laughing just at a thought
An unspoken word, well understood
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I fell out of love with everything I loved
The sea is contaminated
My safe place is toxic
And I am alone
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It's all relative you know
Good-bad-wrong-right
It's all relative- to time
And you can't measure ''slow'' and ''fast''
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Cracked lips
A lovers sore
A lovers dreams
Felt no more
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There is forever a song playing in my heart
And its melody changes as it plays different parts
And I sit in the rain
And stare at the clouds
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Forgotten / and rotten
An apple / we sought
Lost / and forsaken
That love / we forgot
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I am a dancer
And I dance with swords
I am an Empress
And I lead with words
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Touch me,
I dare you
I dare me
I bite - I bite
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I have nothing to say
no tale to tell
you know what I feel
before I know it myself
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It is a new age
The age of development
And like a photo
I must become in the dark
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Cloudless insomnia
Bright as a dream
Awake yet still sleeping
Life's torn at the seams
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Don't take this the wrong way
Don't take this at all
It is mine
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You see the plan was clear
As clear as the sea
Put your swim suit
And swim
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Love songs in my diary
Written for that infamous he
Written for that one and only she
For god was mine and has left me
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Maybe we all get there
Just before we die
Maybe some of us make it
And some don't
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Melodramatic metaphors
To paint you an image
Which scarcely shows
What it is I feel
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My current destination lost
As I am lost in thought
The train rides on
And I missed my stop
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Moments pass us by all the time
It's kind of like a joke...
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The guitar stood still
So did the strings
And the wind blew
It blew everything
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If I wasn't exactly the way I am
Perhaps I would understand more
Perhaps I can change
Perhaps not
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Rain it falls
washed away sand
Rain - it heals
Feeds the deprived vagabond
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and all of these
they keep me awake
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seagulls in the city
They are a bit like me
I guess we just arn't
where are meant to be
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I sat and thought
And I came up with a lot
And my view changes all the time
And my dream like dreams is different every night
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If there ever was a passion
Then I did not know it
Attracted to the dark
And blood that's in it's forest
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Another drink, mixes with blood
Another smoke, inhaled into lungs
With all their tongues
To use as guns
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Time is considered a healer
often I think that it is a killer
I am a killer of time
I can sit doing nothing- let time pass by
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I don't trick myself with metaphors
There is actually a plane in the sky
And I don't trick myself with symbols
Those birds really fly
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Turn the tables
Because everything else
has been turned on itself
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And suddenly the air is clean
And suddenly, there is air again
I let the wind sweep me off my feet
Now I'm waiting for the rain
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Stormy weather
Calls for fire
Coated and sheltered
Filled with desire
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And I held you in my arms
You little dream of mine
And I held you so close
I could taste you
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אם אתה יודע כל כך הרבה
ואתה מכיר אותי
ואתה רואה שאני עצובה
למה
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הים הוא שלי
גם אם אתם לא רואים
החוף הוא חופי
וקול ליבי הוא קול געגועים
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הוא חי בסרט
סרט אדום שמתנופף ברוח
סרט שברח משערה החום
של נערה שישבה על שפת הנהר
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חשבתי לי בקצב הגשם
ואיבדתי את החלום שחולמים
האזנתי בכל קשב
ושקט; והצרצרים שרים
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זו אני
מה זאת אומרת
"זו אני"?
זאת אומרת
בדיוק מה שאמרתי
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תמיד חזרה לים
תמיד לגלים ולמים
כמו הגשם שיורד לאט
והגלים שבאים לכאן
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היה חלום
חלום מתוק
וחץ מורעל פגע
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אני ניסיתי את עצמי
בחנתי את עצמי
ניסיתי
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21 years.
Every year I've grown, I am not that young you know. But I
am not old.
Sometimes I feel too old for my age, and sometimes too
naive, what am I twelve?
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I stand there for a while
Some mornings I sit.
Today I sat
I sat for a long time.
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How many times to you get the chance to fly to your dream
location? To meet your hero? To do what you have always
dreamed of? I guess really only once. Because once you had
the opportunity- it isn't your dream anymore- either because
you took it, either b
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Many people talk about their experience, of being
''taken''.
They talk about Aliens abducting them and experimenting on
them.
None of these people talk about pain.
So this is my theory:
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When I was younger it always seemed my little sister was the
''beautiful baby'', my older brother was the ''Genius'' of
the family, and me? I was the ''good'' one.
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To consider
everything
To take everything
in consideration
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When you were just a kid, you tasted it.
First you smelled it, a year afterwards you had a sip of the
Apple juice- and it was the sweetest thing you ever tasted.
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I wonder, I really do, if people around me wonder what the
hell is running around them- sometimes I wonder if they
wonder what I am wondering.
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Combine these colours
States
And time
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Location: Tube
Melanie sitting next to Nick. Melanie staring at the bottle
of coke.
Nick reading ''Animal facts''
Melanie begins rattling the bottle, Nick glances at Melanie,
and glances away.
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אוסף תמונות של דברים שלא נראה לי שאפשר למצוא בשום מקום אחר
בעולם
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there wasn't much snow left...
but these prints were left behind in it...
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we all got hands and feet...
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השחף הזה הוא השחף הכי נחמד בעולם.
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האוננות הכי
חשובה ביום היא
אוננות הבוקר! |
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