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I wrote this song while i was in the army...
One of the most hard times i ever had...
Don't "catch me on my words" here...
I don't REALLY wann'a kill myself... (i think (-;  )

but be sure you pay attention to the words.
and look - i am still here and alive !!!!
so FUCK YOU ALL, AND BLOW ME !
hahaha !!!

N-Joy this one - it's only for you !!!!
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-=[Audiance Clapping Hands ... ]=-

I can't sleep well at nights
And in my mind i think of suicide...
Yeah, I'm afraid i might be right (right... right...)
I just wann'a say goodnight !!!!

Well, I don't wann'a be your soldier anymore
I can feel my heart scream out - "NO MORE !!!"
And i don't wann'a find, my soul washed out and did you
Wann'a see me dead - Just lying in my bed...

Got my M-16 last night,
Tried to blow myself away
But i couldn't do it right (right... right...)
What does it matter anyway ? - I'm DEAD !!!

I don't wann'a be your soldier anymore
I can feel my heart scream out - "NO MORE !!!"
And i don't wann'a find, my soul washed out and did you
Wann'a see me dead - Just lying in my bed...

-=[Solo Guitar]=-

Cause you know that tonight...
Is one of those nights....
When i told you i might...
Blow my fucking head away !!!!!!!!

I don't wann'a be your soldier anymore
I can feel my heart scream out - "NO MORE !!!"
And i don't wann'a find, my soul washed out and did you
Wann'a see me dead - Just lying in my bed...
Just lying in my bed...

I don't wann'a be your soldier anymore
I can feel my heart scream out - "NO MORE !!!"
And i don't wann'a find, my soul washed out and did you
Wann'a see me dead - Just Lying in my bed...

End.
(you can hear me laughing ... - my friend fell on his
head...)