i curse the day i had joined the force
i curse the day i started taking that useless course
i curse the day that's october the 15th
i curse the day i gave up my heavy mental machine
now i sturv myself coz i'm feeling homesick
and i sturv myself coz they won't let me speak
all the days i'm surrounded by those killing machines
i've been drifting apart since october the 15th
everywhere i go - i find myself in a hole
i can not think straight - why does it feels so dull
all those strict people - they're never late
but it will take only seconds to predict their faith
now i sturv myself coz there's nothing to do
and i sturv myself coz they won't let me see you
i'm apart from my friends - don't know where they have been
i've been drifting apart since october the 15th