I seem to be loyal and nice
You think that will have to suffice
The loyalty and love of Jesus Christ
You're a fool just like me

I wipe your tears and hold your hand
I act just as if I were a friend
I spent my life learning how to pretend
Yes, it can really be!

I'm sure you'll be taken by surprise
When I murder your trust in front of your eyes
You might spare a tear as our friendship dies
What pain can possibly be greater?

You know I turned out to be bad
Inside you your hate drives you mad
You look for the friend you once had
Find only me... a traitor

There's nothing I can say or do
To kill that agony in you
I killed your heart, that's true
And you're in so much pain

Just know I hate myself now
So with my blood I'll take a vow
Never again, I wont allow!
But we both know it's in vain

Now you suffer, everyone can see
No one can tell you what will be
And I know you ache because of me
I pray God you'll be ok later

My tears fall down like poring rain
No better that a killer gone insane
Through guilt and sorrow, this is my pain
The pain of a traitor!