Dividing space

I am a big black hole
Sucking life, thoughts and emotions
Expending indefinitely
Until I will collapse into myself
The big boom!

My crumbling shell
So delicate, fools everyone
But the cracks are showing now
And I don't know how much longer
I can float above the water
I am so fucking tired
And there is nothing left in me to give

Despaired, depressed and disturbed
All three are me
Leftovers of something
That once had the potential
To grow into a beautiful creature

But now I tremble, so cold
And the only light I can see
Is the light of a fading candle
In my dark corner

Once I said the only one
That can rescue me from myself, is i...
But what if I can not?
What if I do not have that n my powers?
Is that the end of my poor reached soul?

End, no more, death
May I go with god
And rest in peace
Like my destiny ordered me
Since the dawning
Of the age of
Me...