the way that I feel will forever last
but something depress it, it came from my past
I want to get loose from this feeling and fast
it lasted too long, it gets so vast

everything I saw will forever stay
things I saw comes up every day
feeling comes out when I cry and say
"I'm not a faggot! I'm not gay!"

so
you look and laugh
and theres nothing I can do
you think you're tough
but I know the truth
fuck me up the ass
feel like the boss in here
when I cry with anger
when I filled with fear

now open your eyes my so called friend
the ire I toss will bring your end
this place you step on is now my land
but you want to take it, that's your demand

your shadows dig in to my inner fears
your touch leaves my skin with sears
and until today after all these years
I see myself talk to a bunch of queers