God told me I'm nobody
He said I'm worthless, a pain
God said I'm raggedy
Driving him insane
God told me I'm just a baby
Not spearing a tear for any occasion
God said there's nothing to do, maybe
This could be my destination
God told me he hated me
That he thought of me a mistake
God said he wished he never had conjured me
Waiting the day I break
God told me he cares not
For my pain or for my heart
God said I'm hurting myself a lot
That I'm going to fall apart
God never said a word to me
Yet his message sounded quite clear
That night when I thought of the ones I have lost
And realized no one's anymore here
(Allow me to ask for the forgiveness of you
For I'm too small, weak and odd
Since I can't think of anything better to do
I just go on blaming God) |