Holding on to the dreams

Some people don't have what it takes to fit in.
I'm one of those people, and you can be real nice to me and
call me a free spirit or a lone wolf, but the truth is that
the 2 biggest fears I have are being alone and being free.
I prefer honesty, and honestly the world needs losers,
people who just cant get it right, and I am one of those
people. No matter how hard I try, I'm never trying hard, and
I know that sentence can be confusing, but unless you are a
true loser you will never really understand it.
You, the better person, probably know what it's like
sometimes when you are a bit sad and feel you're on the
brink of falling apart, maybe even crying a bit, well that's
what it feels like to be me, I always feel like crying, I
always feel like giving up, but that's the problem with
being a loser, you are not on either side of the
extremities, but you aren't in the middle either, so you can
never really give up, you can just be a bit too damn close
to it...
Well, people, I've finally found a solution: I'm going to
hold on to my dreams; I don't care how ridiculous the notion
is and how stupid my dreams may be, but if I must be
different from all of you, if I can never be happy, at least
I will hold on to what all of you let go of in one way or
another, what all of you must let go of so you don't become
like me. Don't become a nothing, don't find yourself lost
again, like you did that day they told you people cant fly,
and television isn't real, and there are no monsters in your
closet. All these things really exist but you must loose all
strings attaching you to reality, or what they call reality.
The reality is I'm unhappy. The reality is I want to be
somewhere else, but you people keep on convincing me that
that kind of a place doesn't exist.
So here is my decision: I'm going out there, and I'm going
alone and I'm going free, and if you decide to lock me up
you will be locking up a free spirit, a lone wolf.
Can you live with that?
I bet you can.