nothing more than lies
why do we even bother with it
nothing will ever come out
should we even try
you are hurting me less than i you
and in the end they call it love

ideas come and go  kinda like me
one place too much  one friend too many
think from the heart and feel the pain
think from your head and feel the envy

twisted and unnamed
called for and unwanted
you were always there
complication of your mystery
suffering and comfort
flashes and once again
reconcile the truth
uncoil the lies
closer than what i thought
you were always here
in my grasp
but i have lost
you