With the weight of the world on my shoulders I'm sinking
This constant fighting and crying's got my mind messed and
thinking
To leave is like turning my back on true love
To stay is the pain of just taking too much
My heart is not mine for I gave it away
To be cared for and cherished, but not in this way
When its said to your face that your love dont respect you
They dont seem to realise that inside it wrecks you
Feeling like hell, someone tolling a bell
Sometimes got my wishing wasn't under your spell
For it keeps me enchanted coming back everyday
Keeps misery planted, wont let me turn away
Every love has it problems but together can solve them
For us though its just me an I can no longer hold them
Cant hold my head up for its weary and tired
Cant hold onto you when I'm feeling despised
Cant forget all the fighting, the good times as well
Cant stop myself slipping from heaven to hell
Cant take the resentment at smothering you
My love is too much, more like mothering you
I'm sorry for being all that I am
Despite this whole poem I still hope we can....