I wuz once afraid//
to let my tears cascade//
and stream down my face//
right and left in a race//
inside, i'd hurt//
i just felt like dirt//
more pain melted in//
I was feeling hated again//
sadness truned to angr//
anger turned to pain//
you should be glad that i didn't turn to cocaine//
"fuck this", "fuck you"//
i didn't know what to do//
i'd flip out, and i'd shout//
i wanted to die, no doubt//
now that i rap//
it takes alot to make me snap//
i get my shit frum how i feel//
how i feel is how i deal//
with the way i'm treated//
you motherfuckers, that got me heated//