I always have something new to be concerened about,
im scared and having really bad thoughts,
i try to walk through it with no success,
and i wanna die just because of my crazy thoughts,
my mind is killing me,
it's like hell inside my head,
i try to relax by thinking about suicide,
sometimes that doesn't help either and im just crying,
i think i will kill myself but not for showing something to
others,
just to kill my thoughts,
and again i think about suicide and when this is too good i
start
thinking about it and maybe there is something after the
death...
even that im sure there is nothing,
it will always be like this,
a fucking routine,
when it's good it's bad and when it's bad im dead.