You!! Come over here if you will. Do you know why are
you here in the first place? I figured so.

Hmmm, so you think you are one of those, who can never get
caught, do you? Well, you are seriously wrong!!

Let me tell you something, Mr. Know-it-all, I am the one
that rules everything around here. And you are nothing but a
little mouse trying to be the Lion king, it would never work
out, you could and should have known that by yourself.

So, where are all those lovely things you said to me? Where
are all the things you made me believe in? Where are they
now, oh `mighty great one`?

Speak now all those fine words; speak for it is your one
chance to live, to save your smelly skin.
You better speak up now, before I set your doom. This is
your last chance before I make my decision. After all, I
am the queen, and I am the one to decide about your
punishment.
And don't ever forget that I can decide about your
execution.  After all I am the queen of England, where
you chose to spend your life.

I am still reminding you of your one last chance to speak,
so you will not say a word before a decision about your
faith is made and there will be NO turning back?
Well, I knew from the beginning you were nothing but a
coward, barely an excuse for a man. From the very first
sentence you said, I could tell you were not going to be
a person I would stand for and admire.

Well, well, well, you probably think you should be proud
of yourself, certainly you should know that not!!

Here, I give you a last chance to say something, anything,
to make me forgive you for all of your horrible sins and
crimes, I know you, with 3 words you can erase from my mind
all of the unforgivable things you have done, to me or
to the people.

Do you think you can escape from me or anybody else in
here? As I told you before, you are seriously wrong!!

Well, we have been standing here for nothing for over 2
hours, and you still did not say one word in your
defense.
I know you are trying to make me look like a moron or an
idiot, but it is my duty to tell you, the only idiot here is
you!!

So, since you will not speak, and you are simply wasting my
precious time, I suggest I will take my break to decide what
to do with you.

`Your majesty, I would like to say something, if I may`

Yes you may, but don't expect for too much sympathy around
here, after all you kept us all here for over 2 hours and a
half.

`I am aware to that, your majesty, but I would like to say
one word to let you all know one thing, and I hope will
affect your decision about me and my future`

You better stop wasting everybody's time and just say
what you have to say.

`Yes, please, that one word I wish would get to your heart
and mind, that one word which I stand for, that one word can
change the whole life of a person For good or for bad. That
one word I wish to tell you would certainly change your mind
about me, if you would all just let yourselves that freedom.
`

Would you please just say the word you stood up to say??

`I would be delighted, your majesty. So that one word I am
talking about is.is.Is.
Can any of you make a guess? `

Stop wasting our time!!! I beg you to say that word and
finish with it.

`Love`

What did you say?

`Love, which was what I came to say`

That is all???

`Yes, that is all there is for it. Love is a word that
speaks for itself. `

Oh really? I did not know that, and what does that one word
supposed to tell me?

`Well, if you do not know, I really cannot tell you. Sorry.
`

Well, if that is so, then: off with his head!!

`Do as you please, your majesty, but I must warn you that
you will be sorry, for after the execution you will
understand everything there is for the sake of love. After
my death you would certainly understand. `

Do you actually think this will make me change my decision?
It would the third time I would say this, but you are
absolutely wrong!! Tomorrow with dawn, you will be
executed,
Prepare you last words!!

`As you wish, your majesty, after all, you will the one to
stay around thinking about it`

Stop talking none-sense!! I am the queen of England, I
never think about an execution over an hour after it is
finished, don't you know that??

It is now noon, after the execution of Samuel Holschfinger,
my strangest but most interesting advisor, even though he is
a traitor, I do think I should have never execute him,
after all. Not many knew this, but we had a secret love
affair. Now I understand his words, now I understand what he
was trying to tell me, now I understand he was right. Even
though he is already dead, I do hope he forgave my horrible
mistake and me.





I do believe he could have changed if he was not dead.
I still think about him sometimes, it is not something to be
proud about; you know what I am talking about. After all it
is my fault he is dead. Before he died he warned me that
this could happen, but I did listen to him, I was so angry
and hoping he would explain it all and make me forgive him.
I really hope he can understand, wherever he is right now.
I do think that for the first time I had made a horrible
mistake, but I have no way of hiding it now or make things
better again. How ironic, all of my life I had not made one
big mistake or if I did, I fixed things up at least. And the
first big mistake that I could never ever fix, I is the
first one to hurt me personally.

It is actually rather funny, when I decided to execute him,
I was so angry and mad about him and his ways of doing his
business.

Today I found out he is now dead for nothing! And it is
my entire fault, my entire damn fault. He was never
really a traitor, he just always looked like one, it was
never his fault, but I and my stupid mind and ideas about
life, all caused a terrible mistake, which will
neverbe done again. I will never forgive myself for
this.

 Why was he keeping his deadfall silence? Why was he not
willing to say a word, even less, to save himself from being
executed untruthfully? Why was he not prepared to defend
himself?
Now is already too late to ask these questions, for there
will be no answer given to me. The one person that could
answer this is dead in my expense. Look at me, the
`great` queen of England, and all sentimental whining over
one dead advisor.
It is absolutely pathetic, but I can do nothing.

I think it is time for me to just cloze this painful chapter
in my unbearable life. My head is beginning to ach. I think
I shall call the doctor now.