why do I pray for a wicked wish
a wish that fills me with remorse
just can't exclude all the shit
I can't resist this kind of force

I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do
my desires tell me to kill you

how the fuck can't I see it all
I try to fly but I always fall
can't you see you turn me to your doll
you just leave me there to fall and crawl

this day, today
my vanity fall
all day, until this day
I hear your growl

you never stood by my side
just tried to look where I'm wrong
you know I'm right and then you hide
and then you say you love me all along

how many times will I go through all this
and now I see all that I miss

this day, today
my vanity fall
all day, until this day
I hear your growl

dad, dead
dad, dead
dad, dead
dad, dead
dad, I love you so
dad, I want to kill you so
dad, can't you leave me alone so
dad, I won't have to kill you so
the both of us will never fall