the time is close now my end is near
looking back on my life
feeling like I missed the concept of life
I never learned to love
all i was thought is to hate

looking back only regrets
looking back feeling sad
cant look back cause I know I was wrong
i was wrong

I walked away of love
I couldnt face the truth
I was looking the easy way out
cause thats the only way i knew

looking back just regret
looking back feeling sad
cant look back cause i know i was wrong
I was wrong

now im lying in my bed ready to die
I look back in happyness for the first time In my life
old man without friends but  happy
cause at my last breathing I understood
my endless nightmare finally came to an end.