Swimming inside my skull, touring inside my head
Are many different things, with which my mind was fed
I try to ignore, I count to three
This is my own mind that I try to free
Just standing around - for I can have no rest
I feel my heart about to explode inside my chest
My lungs, now made of iron, so heavy I can hardly breathe
My brain's working so slowly and my insides are about to
seethe
Hunger, tiredness and high aspiration
I'm dying inside because of a lack of motivation
High on spirit - at times even happy, although -
I need to be revived now as my battery's running low
When would it end and would I ever meet silence?
I know well, what I know and the rest is just science
Listen, listen to me sometimes - when I speak
Listen to me sometimes - shutting me out can make me so
weak
I search all over for clues to my life and my address
But I can't hear anything over the noise of reality and
stress
So where do we go for now, hide for shelter - seek the
truth
What more could we possibly do now, to waste away all of our
youth?
She said I can't write but it's my only relief, my escape
Stripping that away from me is like murder, like rape
I sit still for hours, trying to listen in to my soul
I sit still for days, trying to decide what's to be my one
goal
I need a purpose on which to look forward and above
I need to get away from the hand, that knows only to shove
I need now to find some peace and nothing less
I want to stop being so unstable and restless |