You used to count the steps

into his damned apartment
where guns were hanging on the wall
You try to fight your fear
can't seem to be sincere
letting yourself only to fall

With all the things you've seen, why won't you let me in?
How could you let him take this heavy toll?
You find it hard to think, and have another drink
How could you let him rob you off your soul?

Embedded truth I see
and wonder how we've come to that
You've got yourself to blame
frustration 's it's all about

You Leave this place of dreams,
and let the horrors in.
it's not what's gone, it's what you've done
The clock then starts to laugh
you just can't catch your breath
misplacing feeling while you run

I know he did insist why wouldn't you not resist?
how could you let him take this heavy toll?
You find it hard to think, and have another drink
How could you let him rob you off your soul?

Embedded truth i see
and wonder how we've come to that
You've got yourself to blame
frustration 's it's all about

You find it hard to escape, and this is what we call rape
???how could you let him, KILL YOUR SOUL