As I closed my eyes,

The pain goes away,
My blood on the floor,
Her body between my arms,
The knife in my hand,
Torn our flesh and veins,
This so called higher force,
Killed this love,
With his twisted lies,
Enslave me for his kills,
My heart won't take anymore,
I betrayed all but nevermore,
This love you can't replace with pain,
I would die before suffer this again,
The knife on the ground and I'm not yours,
God leave me alone, or kill me,
True love comes only once in a thousand lifetimes,
And I won't make it.
Kill me or let us be.
My hand covered in blood,
Your face illuminating with grace,
This isn't real life,
.Only a dream