It feels like yesterday

When the same old feeling would not let go
All the times I cried and prayed
To be someone different, someone I ain't
If only they hadn't given me up
If only I wasn't caged in this trap

Is it so hard to care?
Is it so bad to wish for something to share?
I'm fed up of feeling the need to hide
I want someone to understand how it feels deep inside

Please, God, if you may
Make this feeling go away
If only, just only, I had to power
To stop being the same wallflower

It's always the one nobody wants to touch
Or the same old pain nobody cares about much
So only, just only, give me to power...

I don't want to be the same wallflower.


July 29th, 2002