And now I look upon the rage

And now I cry on the dirty page

I tray to open a new page but the hate kip growing in my
head

My life are bed my hart is weak

I feel hunger for the emotion you have gave

I hate the day of my life my night was never happier

Until now

I face with death I laugh at you

I hate the disease that toke my mother life
And it's eat me

In said of me

For death and love they say

I cry in my death  
I cry in my laugh
But the time is rite

To die

Help me

I beg you god

See me die and you laugh

For death and love they say

But I die

Please gods save me

It's to late.