I don't like crying,

when I think of you, wanting me to smile
laugh with you, on how fun life is
but you don't get that it's not fun for me
it's pain, a lot of it
pain

and you're right, every time it's a different reason
every time are different tears
but this time isn't like every time
this thing I can't change
this time it's forever,
forever for now...

no I don't know what a happy life is
and for now I won't
cause they're going to stay
and so am I, cause I don't have a choice
I wish I had

I wish I could
just run away from here, forever
just run away
I wish you could,
just stay with me, forever
just stay

cause with you I'm the closest
the closest to knowing what happiness is
and with you by my side
with you I can pray
that one day I'll be happy
...maybe, one day