How can you?

not feel a thing
not feel the pain

How can you?
only two weeks ago
you wanted me so
what happened?

How can you?
look at me
and talk
and be so empty
make me sad
confused
I want answers
and not
lame excuses

How can you?
go to sleep at night
do you see my face?

How can you?
hurt me so much
and I don't feel the pain
just know it's there
not feel the pain