Hello,

I'm looking for someone.
I don't think you know him.
You might know him by look - Long hair, deep eyes, two legs
two arms.
But that's not what I'm looking for. Not looking for meat,
not looking for skin, not looking for hair.
I'm looking for a mind.
Someone shy, wise, cynical. Not too confident, not too
social. You'll even call him peculiar. Someone kind and warm
for those who know him. Someone cold and harsh for those who
don't try.
I know he was around not so long ago. The thing is, the mind
I am looking for tend to put on masks.

It has thousands of masks:
A tough mind mask, nasty to all people and just doesn't
care.
A gentle mind mask, nice and polite and loves everyone.
An extreme mind mask who will jump from an airplane for no
apparent reason.
A scared mask, that runs away from the past, present and
future.
An optimistic mask, one who  just knows things will always
be OK.
A pessimist mask, one who knows things will never be.
A bad mask, who tells lies, hurt and enjoys people suffer.
A good mask, always helping and wants the best for
everyone.

I know all those people. You know only one of them.
Every single one of you knows a single mind.
Some of you just love that gentle mind, just as much as he
loves you.
Some of you despise that bad mind, he lied and hurt you one
too many times.
Some of you are scared of the tough guy, others are excited
by the extreme. Some of you are inspired by the optimistic,
others are touched by the scared.

None of you realize they don't exist.
If all of you could only see the mind I lost. You'll love
his sense of humor, you'll hate it's righteous attitude.
You'll love how he can see things in the most simple way,
how he is not materialist and will always help those he
cares. You'll make fun of it's fear, and admire it's
bravery..

If only I could find that mind,
But I'm starting to believe,
That beneath all the masks,
My mind is lost and will never come back.