I don't remember the last time I cried

It's not that I don't want to
It's just that I don't need to feel pain
To cry

All these emotions are filling me up from inside
Like a strange intruder with familiar faces

Maybe I don't deserve to be loved
My crime is that I've always been a dreamer
Yet I open my eyes and I can still see you
Right there in front of me
Why are you still here, baby?

I know you will never let me cry
You won't hurt me, you'd rather die
I know, I know
It's just that it hurts me, in a way
Knowing you love me so

If only you knew how much I miss you
Craving for your touch, for your smell
I can feel your lips on mine and I sigh
It's been way too long since the last time I kissed you

I know you're out there
But now I can't see you no more
I want to hear your voice again
I don't want to cry myself to sleep
Wishing you were right here with me

Where have you gone, my love?
...I miss you so