Touching the skies

I feel like it's time
To say hello to all of my friends
If there are any
I wonder if anyone is still here

Up there, everything is crystal clear
Down here, it's so cold and vague  
Flourish when you can
Flourish, hello never goodbyes

Poisoning dimensions
At least I see you half naked
I know it's time
To say destiny is not good with me
If there's destiny
Please secure my place above

Up there, everything is crystal clear  
Down here, it's so tormenting and useless
Flourish baby while you still can
Flourish, die, never live again

Shooting facts of life
There are too many to handle
Early twenties, early bloom
I blow myself and it's time
To say vanish, never to be seen
A secret wish, since I was sixteen

Up there, everything is crystal clear
Down here, only dead ends and stop signs
Flourish baby while it's still relevant  
Flourish, die, and never live again

I tried it two times in a row
.And somehow I always got to the beginning