It's that same feeling

the same feeling
when you feel like you have nothing left to do
when you don't even have anything to do
just sit there and wait, until it gets better

but fuck, i'm sick of sitting
sick of waiting
and the hardest part again- that I don't even know what's
wrong most of the time
nothing to do, and everything is so wrong
just so wrong

all I know is that it should be better
all I know is that I should be happy
all I want,
to just be happy

I look around me, everyday
so many people
so much faith
where did mine go?
when I shouldn't even be looking for it

I'm tiered of looking for it
so tiered of looking for it

so there's always that same star up there
telling me it will be alright
helping me look for my faith

baby, my one and only star
please shine for me harder, just a little harder
I know it's hard, I know I'm hard
but for me everything is just hard now
...my baby, please shine