I Don't miss you

but I can't help missing it all
missing the warmth
missing the fact that there's you
who I can always call

It's not that I want you back
it is just the love
which you poured over me
but not the one
which I used to fake

It's not that I believe
that we were right for each other
because we just didn't match
but I do long for the protection
and for the loving touch

It's not that I don't want you
to move on
If I'd told you to hold on
it would have been unfair to you
because I was never truly yours

I don't miss you
But I miss our friendship
Cause maybe that's all we had
nothing more
nothing instead