Suicidal nightmare every night

Looking real and closer then ever in my life
My mind is flying away with one pill
I'm acting alive, I'm dead inside
You're not helping me to stop this pain in my life

Numb emotion endless games and lies
I'm pouring redemption I suddenly feel so blind
This anger is raging with amazing bright light
Take me away and throw
To the hell I've created alone in my mind

You can't run
You can't hide
This sickness empathy is burning inside
I'm bleeding tears and crying blood
Could this be my crimson end?

Restoration of my childish frights
They're so alive they're hunting me inside
Inside these prison walls I'm screaming so loud
But no one hears me no one cares
That I'm lonely and I'm terrified

You can't run
You can't hide
This sickness empathy is burning inside
I'm bleeding tears and crying blood
Could this be my crimson end?

Lord please tell me your sweet lie
I understand you feel so lonely
I'm not the answer to their life
So won't you let me spread my wing and fly

You can't run
You can't hide
This sickness empathy is burning inside
I'm bleeding tears and crying blood
?Could this be my crimson end