Hold upon the shallow water,
  floating deeply, floating slowly.
Will the harness for the beast
  that is inside us.
But slowly return to yourself.
Cleanse yourself from
         Me.
Heal myself from you,
  Keep away, stay away.
Surfaced up again today,
 went back down to drown
myself.
        Still.
It seems like the life I
never had. It looks
like leaves blowing it
the fall, still.
       Fall.
Where am I now, somwhere
 unknown. Shot myself to
bits, swiftly walking away
  from here.
       Here.