You expect me to smile

To feel happiness in my soul
To love life no matter what
To always try to reach my goal.

But I can't.
I'm falling
I cant look you in the eye
I know myself too well
And its hard for me to even try.

There was once a girl
Not so different from myself
Only younger, more innocent
Lost in herself.

I have learned to swim in the deep water
I have learned to put together a broken heart
I have learned to run always faster
.But it's not enough when I'm falling apart