I'm doing it all over again,
Letting those damn black holes
Take over

I was never good at showing
Or revealing
How I truly feel
Just because I know that
I'm the only one feeling it

I'm digging myself a grave
And all along I'm wondering
How I got to this point
Of digging myself a grave

We go around
Biting in turns at each other,
Bleeding with happiness
When really there is no blood
To bleed

I never used to be smarter
Like I thought I was,
Because all I ever did
And all I keep on doing
Is wanting what cannot be wanted.
And it makes no sense at all
To want these things

It's not about us anymore
It's mostly about me,
The fucked up things that I want
And the fucked up things that I do

And I'm doing it all over again,
Letting those damn black holes
Take over

You were right all along
But I can't admit to anything,
Because admitting it means
That you were right all along

Doesn't really matter what I want
When I do the stupid things that I do,
And it doesn't really matter what I think
When I do the stupid things that I do.
I simply don't think when I do them
But I keep on doing it

And I know it will come around
And bite me,
I just don't know how to undo
What I've done

And it's not about us anymore
It's mostly about me,
Wanting different things for myself
But being unable
To say it out loud

You were right all along
But I can't admit to anything,
Because admitting it means
That you were right all along