What is the reason?

That we can't be together?
I feel the fires of hell
Burning inside me.
I touch the fire
And my soul turns to dust.

What is the reason?
Of life in this world?
What is the meaning?
Of bad vs. good?
Why can't I feel?
I just want to heal
And feel
The touch of your hand.

I want to love you
But the feeling seams so far.
I want to feel you
But the fire burns me alive
If only you were here
You would give me my life.

What is the reason?
Of life in this world?
What is the meaning?
Of bad vs. good?
Why can't I feel?
I just want to heal
.And feel you with all that I am