In the cage of my morals
I watch you from a far
grasping for my reason
never seemed so hard

I'll try to be with you,
I'll try to break,
but I know myself better
I know its a mistake

I can not settle with a "may be"
I'd rather live with the no
I can disappear forever
but first, I've got to know!

was it just me?
it could not be!

so now as I write
this letter in bed.
with constant visions
of you in my head.

I will give it to you.
this letter, from me.
and in it I'll tell you
all I wish we could be.