I'm holding your hand, I'm listening to nature

You take a deep breath, and let go
I'm only trying to figure out
Since when yes means no

I'm raiding my thoughts and lose the fight
Remembering us kissing in our very first night
Was it worth the crying, hell yes!
Was it worth the pain, our final dance?

Emily, no it didn't happen
It was just me sobbing, and you were laughing
I embrace my pillow, tightened my lips
I'm Shaking it's cold, can't feel my fingertips

I'm raiding realities and lose the battle
Remembering us snuggling under the shelter
Was it worth the moment, hell yes!
Was it worth the mess, amm, I guess

Specail looks on our eyes,
I can't take it, beauty just blinds
I tenderly touch your face
Slightly move away your hair
Cold wind blowing in the air

And I didn't mean it to happen
Emily don't go, don't let go again please
Don't drown me with those breaking tears
Now nothing becomes clear
Nothing is me
!Nothing is me without you