This moment, sometimes I need to get out

I'm the perfect thriller for myself
Can't watch, I'm falling down
Can't touch, you suddenly fade

Descending, flying over my dreams
Expecting you to become my angel
I meant nothing by accident
I meant nothing, I'm innocent

Ingenious, brilliant, perfect
Pick any word you'd like it fits you right
Amazing, beautiful, outrageous
No, I'm not worthy
No, you probably everything I've ever wanted

Illuminate this dark vague aisle
I'm the perfect drama for myself
Crying, my tears aren't magical like yours
Sighing, unexpected like always

Shake me please
Break me until I bleed myself out
Take me to your heart
Two souls, lost and apart
I'm begging, accept me as I am
I'm begging, accept me as I am

Ingenious, brilliant, perfect
Pick any word you'd like it fits you right
Amazing, beautiful, outrageous
No, I'm not worthy
No, you probably everything I've ever wanted