Give me the gun

I wanna taste it
I wanna feel
How she felt
That day
Cursed day.

She knew what would be
Self-fulfilling prophecy
Some day
Cursed day.

I will never be the same
Feel like Massive suicide in me,
And I don't know what to do,
A part of me died that day
Cursed day.

Close your eyes
Can you feel her?
She's looking at me
Laughing, smiling
I'm gazing into space
Ever since that day
Cursed day.

I woke up that day
Wanted to come back to sleep,
Come back from this dream
From this nightmare
Where are you?
Where did you go that day?
That cursed day.

Give me the gun