Why don't you say
The words I want to hear
Why are you teasing,
Why do you fear ?
You think I did something wrong
But the things I did was for you
I know you don't know what they are
But I still think that it's true
I confused you, didn't I ?
Well that was on perpous
I'm sick of you asking me stuff
You are making me nervous
Why are you laughing ?
I look funny to your eyes ?
Can't you see that I'm falling?
Can't you see me cry?
You are blind !
That's' what you are
You don't want to get close
You are always so far..
I'm sick of trying
I'm sick of crying
I'm sick of lying
I'm sick of  dying
And I do want to live
Did I surprise you ?
you thought I'm going to kill myself...
but I love myself
a lot more than you do.