Yes, I swear just like before
that I heard your screaming through the door,
Is it the time to ask the question?
All the love and affection,
The pain and rejection;
Dogs running through the streets at night.
Words so confusing,
Meaningless bruising,
Faces lit-up by the sun.
Standing alone in the street,
Snow falls down at your feet...
I need you,
Oh, how much I need you...
I've been living in this home,
Living with all the wrong choices,
Sometimes I really think that's impossible
to make love to you again
or simply cut-out another vein,
Can't you see I'm drowning here in my own blood?
So can you take my hands
and lead me back to the light?
Staring back all I see is a demon bright.
Let me kiss you again,
Inside remains the shame...
I need you,
Oh, how much I yearn for you...
I've been looking too long,
I've been searching in all the wrong places
that sometimes I thought it's so impossible
To make love to you once more
or hear the sound of a broken soul,
Can't you see I'm reaching my hands for the unreachable?
But right now I feel:
The darkness,
The emptiness,
The coldness,
The uselessness...
Oh God, I really need it?
Or may I have you now
In my bed?
Losing ourselves
in every possible way?
Do I really need it?
And can you bear me,
Love me,
Except me,
Or am I falling down at your feet?
Oh God, I need these
Strong emotions
of sadness and sorrow,
The knowledge that
we're being sucked into black hole
of meaningless bruising.
So let me have this moment
just for one more second
and kiss you goodnight
for the last time,
Because I really need it.
Oh, I really need you
To have you
And to never let go
Again... |