I appear to be wondering
Taking small sips from my special tea
I know I shouldn't but some things are more important than
your health; your self esteem your weight

I like myself sometimes
The riffle in my hands
I know I shouldn't but some things are more important than
your life; your sanity your pride

And then I know
There won't be another tomorrow
And I won't see
The mess I've made

It appears I've lost my head
But I just bought myself more time
I guess I shouldn't have but some things are less important
than your lust your needs yourself

I'll take you down with me

And then you'll see
The voices are all gone
I know I shouldn't but some things are less important than
your lust your needs yourself