A man needs three things in his life: power friends and
females. Some seek fame and glory, most would do with the
money and power they have in their home. These three
things protect the man from his greatest fear - loneliness.
The loneliness is a dangerous thing, loneliness can make
you do the most twisted things. Loneliness brings
depression and insanity. Tnose who dwell in loneliness
too much, and those who think a lot, or moreover think
too much reach the saddest conlusions, most of then with
a fatal result.
A man is a twisted breed between a beast and a machine.
The secret of staying sane is to find the balance and
to keep it. Give in to the beast within you and have no
control over your will to be free, denaying the punishment
for those who are trully free. Give in to the machine
wihthin you and be crushed by the establishment. The
society loves heartless machines, that never care,
especialy never care about themselves.
Loneliness makes you think. Thinking makes you understand
that you are trapped two worlds that will never colide.
Understanding the fact of you being trapped makes you
want run away, to choose side: beasts or machines.
Choosing means - slaughter of the soul. The body will
rust shorlty after the soul is sucked out of the flesh.
The man dwells in loneliness more than one time thruogh
his life. How did he make it? Denial, denial, denial!!
But not the denial of the loneliness, but the denial of
the consequences of the loneliness. Many forms wears
the denial, so many that the man himself is not aware
of.
If you talk, it means you have a partner for the
conversation. A man will talk to himself for hours -
months, just to keep himself thinking he's not alone.
But the biggest denial comes from the sweetest, sharpest
and the bloodiest aspect of our lives - Love.
Developing devotion and loyalty towards someone who's
not only not yours, but towards someone who is not
intrested in it, or even worse doesnt know you exist,
is a common thing for a lonely man in denial. Easily
explained and totaly unacceptable by the sane man, and
yet is true.
A man who falls into loneliness acts like a fish that
was thrown out of the water. At first he'll fight like
hell with all he's got,  the most twisted forms of
denial would be his wepons. Later, there will be no
strenght, but the hope still remains. In the end dies
the hope. The hope always dies last. After the death
of hope, comes thinking, understanding and finally the
fatal result.
The best way to deal with loneliness is to pervent it.
Easy to say, hard to follow.
Yes. Guess we all are doomed...