How do you know that this is it
something you will never feel again
And no matter how hard you will try
It clearly can not remain the same

I will not miss you
But I will never lose you
And I wish I was simply lying
And I feel like I am losing a limb for good
So I might as well die trying

The days go by
In what seems to be an endless melody
And this dread inside of me
So terrifying but keeps me going
And I feel I am losing my mind

So go to the far edge of my sanity
And you will find a lonely boy
Who maybe just needs of a friend
Or something to fend for
An equation to bend
Or a rupture to mend
A message to send
To a far of land
In a one desperate attempt
To break free from the fear
That was lurking inside for a year

I will not miss you
But I will never lose you
And I wish I was simply lying
And I feel like I am losing a limb for good
And it is my destiny to die trying