I hate you... no, actually I don't
I love you... no, its not that either

what do I feel? what are this feelings? what is that? I
wonder.

I'm angry on you... no, I don't think so
I forgive you... no... no i dont

I don't forgive you but I'm not angry on you but I
definitely don't forgive you

I'm cursing you...no.
I'm blessing you... no wayy.

Actually it's both, normally I'm cursing you but sometimes I
bless you when you do something good but its not as much as
I'm cursing you i know that... so... what's going on here

The doubts of the heart there are so many but i must know
are you the enemy? or are you a friend? you broke my heart
and when it finally began to rebuilt you broke it again.
that was one of the worst experiences i've ever experienced.
it's just horrible. i don't know what's going on in my head
sometimes I'm in the sky , flying and its all because of you
and sometimes I despise you. the thing that I desire the
most is that hug, that warm special inviting hug I need it I
feel incomplete without it why can't you give it to me? but
if I look at it in another perspactive i don't want your hug
I need someone else someone who really love me. but you
can't give me this desireable wish and because of that, I
have a pure answer for my doubts
I hate you... and now I know it