If ill die
I'll lose all i got
Even though i know its not much
If ill die
I'll lose all i wanted
From myself

And now
My eyes are wide open
I try to see what my future holds
And now
My mind is so broken
I try to reach in
And fill the hole thats called my soul

Im alive
But so cold and shut
Try to be what i am not
Im alive
But thats not what i wanted
From myself

And now
My heart is wide open
I was alive but now im dead and cold
And Now
My bones are all broken
I am giving in
To the hole inside my soul

I was alive
I was dead
This pain inside
I cant understand
So hold me now
And dont let go
From what I feel
From what you know

Dont let me slip away
From the thin line
Between life and death
Dont let me go away
Through the black door
And unleash my wrath

Im alive
(but i feel so dead and cold)
If ill die
(ill lose my own soul)
So leave me be
(to die alone)
Or set me free
(to live on my own)

The pain i always knew
The screams of tortured voices
Will never leave my head.
So let go of me now
I promise when you'll find me
I will be dead

With Love

Hopless