Stuck, once again
In a road I never that I'll get to
It's not just hard anymore, it seems impossible
A road so scary, so long, without a way out

It was only my imagination when I thought I saw the way
out,
The imagination of a blurry white light
That light is never real, it's never really there
And it seems as if it will never be

I forgot the feeling of smiling,
The sound of laugh
The sight of my shining eyes in the mirror, which are now
black
And all I see is dark

I don't want to love anymore, not anyone, including myself
Because I can't, I am afraid
My heart broken into so many pieces that I just can't find
And the worst thing is, neither anyone else
No one even knows

Why does everything change so fast?
Your world turns around, in a second
In a second, you cry again, and heavy tears fill your eyes
Fill them so much, that you can't even see the people who
love you
And the people who you love, can never see you

How I wish I could go back in time, not be blind
Wish he could know how much I loved him, and how much I
care
Wish I could be pretty, and happy as I used to be
How I wish I could be me...