the first night i spent in your bed
i dreamt i was cheating on you
holding hands with the market clerk
you could not have been aware

and i wish you were the only one
like in "the end of the affair"
but no one told me that the book was right
i just found my own way there

then knowledge i'll be leaving soon
makes it easier on me
we could have been happy but sadly we were
controlled by the german police

i keep forgetting not to want