I lay beside you watch as you disappear.
fading away inch by inch the one I knew.
I miss the days it was so simple.
with happiness and nothing more.
how your eyes shined at a start of a new day.
how your laugh was so real, noting fake.
these simple times that we once knew.
now a tear falls and one more
falling into a darker place.
a place I'll drown in later on.
a place i know.


I hate this, i hate us.
us both.
the one that smiles and the one that cries.
I'll just kip disappear in the thin air.
and no one will notice.
no one ever noticed.


now we both smile.
like we used to do.
childishness falls upon us.
but tomorrow it will all be the same.
no smiles no nothing.
drowning all over again.