So many times i've wondered,
why I cry myself to sleep at night.
All those thoughts and ideas,
all those wishings of being alright.
Fading away to another world,
Where true happiness and joy is found.
But why, tell me why mother,
It hurts so much hitting back the ground?
You told me it will be over soon mother,
The last nightmare i'll ever have.
How can a nightmare end if it always returns?
So please forgive me mother,
Because I just can't stand the pain.
Am I the one to blame for wanting to smile again?
I took myself mother and put it on the line,
Just promise me one more time mother,
That everything is going to be fine.
It's getting dark now mother,
And I can feel it coming on yet again,
wake me up in an hour mother, so we could share the gain.