When I'm looking back to all the things I've done
I realize I failed and disappointed almost everyone
I hardly whisper, I hardly live
I sustained laws against true feelings
I abstained when they made a proposal to go back to the
beginning

I can't wear these words
I'm naked without you
I can't show pain, I'm a broken man
Hiding in lost spaces and black dens

When I'm looking back to all the mistakes I've done
I realize I didn't know where it all began
Exiling my thoughts because embargo was declared
Paying the price of not being so sad

I can't tie these words
I'm connected to you
Pour the wine, poison my soul
Toxic behavior never was so bold

When I'm looking back, the past seems to be angry
I realize I haven't noticed you and maybe
I was too self-absorbed, but now there's only regret
I gained new enemies and now you're among them, and yet...  


I can't open the doors
I'm stepping into you
I'm really sorry about all the things I've done
Now I'm living just for you

Remember when the waves crashed and the sea raged
I held you close to me and in one second we were engaged
Now it's over, and I admit I was wrong
And that is why I wrote this miserable song

Forever loneliness will be my best friend
Forever love forever dies.