I


At first there was denial
"It isn't really true,
She just needs some time to think,
Sometimes I do too"
But as the days went by
And I didn't hear her voice
I knew that it was over
I didn't have a choice

II

When sadness fell on me
It brought me to tears
A sad melody, a requiem
Replayed in my ears
My soul had a hole
My heart tattooed with her name
And so, on my next stage
I started to throw blame

III

I blamed myself
For letting her leave
I kept wondering
If there was anything more I could give
And why
Didn't I stop the fall?
But then started thinking
"Maybe it wasn't my fault at all"

IV

At that point
I got really mad
And I hated and cursed her
Every chance that I had
And the more I missed her
The angrier I had become
Until eventually I stopped
And went completely numb

V

And ever since I'm stuck
I can't move on to the next stage
Denial, sadness, blame
I stopped after the rage
It's been a long time
And I know that it is over
But I can't get to that final stage
Where I will find my closure